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Bad Habit

I am Sam.

This is my space, to rant, relive, review and unwind.
I am on a journey to get healthy and feel good about myself.
This place features the many thoughts, feelings, pictures, lyrics, literature, poetry and videos that I find interesting, thought provoking, beautiful, or stuck in my head.
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  • Jul 20 '14
    "Do not ignore it. Fuck it. Cry your heart out. Then fuck it some more"
    Charles Bukowski  (via desolategrl)

    (Source: sittingonparkbenches)

    Jul 20 '14
    (via cybergata & llbwwb)
    Jul 19 '14
    Jul 18 '14



    The Rocky Horror Picture Show (1975)


    Jul 18 '14

"Something Lame"


    "Something Lame"

    Jul 18 '14
    • things we hated as children: being spanked and naps
    • things we love as adults: being spanked and naps
    Jul 18 '14
    Jul 18 '14

    (Source: talesofnorth)

    Jul 18 '14
    Jul 18 '14

It’s time to reverse some beliefs I have about myself. 


    It’s time to reverse some beliefs I have about myself. 

    (via shadow-poet)
    Jul 18 '14
    (via imalostangel)
    Jul 18 '14
    "If you can get some stuff done in the chaos sometimes, god bless you. If you can basically hold it together, propping yourself up with duct tape and glue, rock on. If you can manage stay upright even one hour a day, you’re doing pretty great, as far as I’m concerned. And if you can be kind to the other stumbling fools around you half the time - well, that’s just heroic."
    Elizabeth Gilbert (via liquid-diamonds-flowing)
    Jul 18 '14
    "Hanging out on the edge of the cliff does not mean you have to jump."
    a woman I met who has learned to live with her suicidal thoughts for 40 years. (via freeingeileen)
    Jul 17 '14


    If there’s one thing I’ve learned from reading fanfiction, it’s that clear communication will save you at least three chapters of angst.

    Jul 17 '14
    "i am living with this constant guilt
    that settles in the pit of my stomach
    like a pile of coal so heavy
    any movement at all is a struggle

    i am living with this guilt of being a failure
    and being a burden to my family
    because they have spent so much money to keep me alive and well
    but i am nothing but a disappointment,
    this guilt of being sad at all
    because i live so comfortably but there are people
    out in the cold who have it so much worse than me,
    this guilt of being ungrateful for the family i wish i didn’t have
    when some people don’t have one at all,
    this guilt of not wanting to eat
    when there are starving people who deserve so much more than what they are getting,
    this guilt of needing anything from heat to money to clothes
    because everyone knows i don’t deserve it,
    this guilt of wanting to die
    because there are so many fighting for their lives
    when i don’t even want mine,
    this guilt of living in general because i don’t deserve to
    and i’m just here taking up valuable oxygen
    when i could be rotting in the ground
    and at least then my flesh would be recycled into the environment and
    i’d finally be worth something."
    I just feel guilty to be alive. // k.c.w. (via dreamingtravesty)